On a Day Like Today

I awoke at my usual time, pleased with the fact that I haven’t yet needed to set an alarm to get up on these progressively darker and colder mornings. If I eventually need to use one I will not now consider it a tragedy. It won’t trigger feelings of dread and despair. I am well settled into my routine, no longer looking over my shoulder for the men in suits to come kidnap me and take me back to the big city. This is really my life now. I got away with it.

It starts with kicking off the covers, slipping on my boots and hoodie, descending the squeaky stairs, pulling open then heavy back door and heading up the path to the barn.  Every morning I use this time, as my sleepy eyes adjust, to assess the day: the temperature, the clouds, the wind, the subtle changes in air pressure that one feels with her bones instead of her skin. Today the oak forest around my house, still festooned in autumn colors, drips with what remains of last night’s storm. Tiny sprouts of grass and wild vetch have appeared, softening the summer-baked red clay with a green winter fuzz that reminds me of the shaggy coats my goats have grown these past few weeks. I pull my hood over my my head.  Lola trots ahead, nose in the air, occasionally stopping for a declaratory wee along the path.

As I approach the barn I hear the hens fretting about the day’s agenda in their usual manner. They jostle on the ladder inside the coop like commuters on a train platform, at once eager and yet grudging, seeming to say “Well, I’d rather stay snug on my roost all day, but since I have to get up, I’m going to be the first one through the door, dammit!”  When I open the door to the run they trudge out, complaining about the weather and the lateness of my arrival and whatever else, until one of them spots a bug and they all pip-pip-pip and get to work as happy chickens again.

The goaties are still waking up and I can hear them beginning to shuffle and stretch inside their cozy stall. When they hear me opening the feed room door and tearing off a flake of alfalfa they let out a few sleepy nenenehs, to let me know they’re ready for breakfast. It makes me laugh when I open the stall and, half a step into their normal stampede out the door they realize it’s wet out and slam on the breaks. Goats hate the rain. “Ah, then again, we’ll take breakfast in bed this morning,” they tell me.

Under the temporary shelter we’ve erected in the goat pen (which provides more dry space for them on rainy days) I fill the buckets with clean water.  It’s ugly and soon we’ll have something more permanent, but such as it is I appreciate being out of the rain as much as they do. Lola waits for me inside the dry feed room. She’s no fool.

These chores are done quickly but without rushing. There’s a rhythm, and like a marching band, we each play our little tune to bring the whole song together. I close the feed room door and head back to the house.  Coffee is gurgling in the pot when I open the back door and kick off my boots. Paul is up early too, writing away, playing his part in the morning song. As I head upstairs with my cup of coffee, I look out the window and notice a tiny ray of sunshine peeking through the clouds. It isn’t a sign or anything, just a shift in the stratosphere. Rain or shine, this day is already underway.

10 thoughts on “On a Day Like Today

  1. This made me so happy! Someday I hope to get to this point… for now my morning routine is “CRAP” followed by stumbling around in the dark, feeding the cats, and running for a bus I always just barely make.

    :) Your day sounds better.

  2. I felt each delightful moment right along with you. Like you, the rhythm of farm life is comfortable……but much more so now that I’m on vacation. When I return to my full time job on Monday, my animals and plants get much less attention. My ultimate goal is to be home full time, tending to my flock of 7 hens, 2 horses, one dog, and 5 garden beds. Ahhhhhh……..the perfect life for me. Oh….I’d like to add goats too!

  3. You write beautifully. You must turn this into a book, or two. May I share the name of a Blog I think you might enjoy? Your life and writing styles seem quite similar. I do not want to invade you with a link, so here is the name. Let me know if you cannot find it: Running Barefoot. You have been following Granny’s Parlour for a while. Thank you. This week, I decided it was high time I visit some of the folks who have kindly stopped by the Parlour. Glad you did. This is a little gem.

  4. Pingback: Weekend Highlights – Noteworthy Articles by Fellow Bloggers – November 10, 2012 « Granny's Parlour

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